So these are a lot of poems, lyrics, and just thoughts of mine. Check it out! :)

 

 

 

If a poem could change the world, I wouldnt want to write it, I dont want to be the reason that things become even more **** up than they already are. I dont want to be the reason that people die, hate, kill, and rape. I dont want to be the reason that you ever read these sentences, because i dont give a **** about you, simply because I dont give a **** about myself!

 

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remembering membranes, splitting brain cell

I hate the smell, welcome to my hell

the sun crashing in through my window

the cheating whorre is now a widow

too lazy to move my fingers

throughout life failure lingers

cigarrete bud orgy in my ashtray

convulating through roaches of "yay"

blue couch ripped by rats

defense of steroids and bats

battling against cancer pains

god doesnt cry when it rains

the hardest song to sing; death

the hardest pain to lose; meth

shitty hollywood themes in real life

converting conversation, real strife

up against conspiracle odds

roman worship of gay gods

strange thoughts tackle me

**** with my skin like hte stinging bee

 

and when you cant control your thoughts

just hold on

when the sky crashes down on you

just hold on

and when everyone writes you off

just hold on

 

the sunny countries out of money

I am you and you are me

lennon killed; act of violence

civilizations separated by a fence

dead poets every where I see

not like that faggot society

get me out of this cave

a political demonstration rave

the roof is still on fire

they kept their word, got higher

puking on the grass by the tent

my sould aint free, its expensive rent

 

and when you cant control your thoughts

just hold on

when the sky crashes down on you

just hold on

and when everyone writes you off

just hold on

 

Go to the park after dark

feel the need,hunt the shark

backpack full of bottles

that grand ol party "wottle"

the reasons wont go away

wasted youth, here to stay

to live with my strange thought

wander battlefields already fought

contemplate a quicker end

feelings suck, hearts wont mend

 

and when you cant control your thoughts

just hold on

when the sky crashes down on you

just hold on

and when everyone writes you off

just hold on

 

dont judge my words, please

toy soldiers standing at ease

develop a new system

and try to make em listen

old school entertainments

psychedelic and **** mind arrangements

the smell of cheap chocolate

only pussies play russian roulette

take a print of my brain

noone leaves the cinema sane

we are all works of art

but god only made the start

develop your thoughts and gain control

manifest a new idea

and finish the masterpiece

 

and when you cant control your thoughts

just hold on

when the sky crashes down on you

just hold on

and when everyone writes you off

just hold on

 

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Trapped

 

 

Trapped in a box with no way out

shout, **** shout!

Trapped in a world filled with fright

fight, **** fight

trapped in a life full of remorse

force, **** force!

Trapped in a time that is endless

Regress, **** regress!

Trapped in a war with no meaning

Demeaning, **** demeaning!

Trapped in a culture dominating

alternating, **** alternating!

Trapped in a useless poetic line,

rhyme, **** rhyme!

Trapped in a body not willing,

fulfilling, **** fulfilling!

 

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The Same Kitchen

 

In a time filled with sorrow,

with no hope of tomorrow

with atomic bombs looming

stupid ditzy bitches dog grooming

many cultures fighting each other

no idea the love of a fellow brother

no matter the race, age, religion

we all once ate in the same kitchen!

 

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sometimes i feel like im lost in a cage
switching identities, selling rage
fluorescent thoughts and dreams
ripping my soul apart by the seams
retrospective thoughst and a crazy hell
struggling just trying to ring the bell
ispirations falls down through the pen
if you off the head is it still a hen?
trying to find the meaning of life
but wandering around smelling like social strife
if life is life and death is for sure
how will i trick, how can i lure?

fall to your knees trying to find meaning
is this real, fake, or am i dreaming
the baths in my soul overflowing
get through life without knowing
anything about anyone or love

imaginational thoughts of you are appealing
plages every thought of you, act demeaning
i dont know if its what i want
until then ill continue to hunt
for meaning and inclusion
fulfill my thoughs with lyrical intrusion
destroy my liver blacken my lungs
the monkey on my back still has **** he aint flung
but who am i so sit and try to rape
probably complete rubbish and crap

but i blame the whiskey on tap
**** with my mind
searching for meaing i cant find
so what if your offended
youve done things that cant be mended
society, we will nver be united
like dalls green i get fighted!
no longering standing to your norms
save your nightmares for the dorms
i want to chase my dreams
its all i got left its seems
if i dont stand at your regard
come back resurected a retard
theres just one thing you forgot to do
is to ban art and destroy all hopes!

 

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Ive been running round this town for way too long
should be going nuts, but my mind is strong
im not afraid to fail, but im afraid of the smell
alcaholic cadavers and retarded hipster hell
take my pain away, let me feel free
fines and abuse for pissing on the tree
feel like im hanging from a noose
strangling in the life of change
peak of the social monumental range


and if you see yourself running around this town
lose your hopes put on your frown
lose my mind and pick it up in the lost and found
jägermeister on the table, time for yet another round
wake up unconscious tomorrow and back to the lost and found

all these habits and expectations
driving me to death and resurection
but I cant resist I cant complain
the only thing EVER left is the pain
try to jump from the highest building
the stairwell is constantly winding

spend your money or lose it all
wehres the tower, its a free fall!
through all the laughter your see sorrow
put on a mask and think of tomorrow

they cant see you sad
but want to make you mad
want to see you fight makes a spectacular night
its a **** zoo, monkeys in a cage!


and if you see yourself running around this town
lose your hopes, settle, put on your frown
lose my mind and pick it up in the lost and found
jägermeister on the table, time for another round
wake up unconscious tomorrow and back to the lost and found

its always the same place and the same **** lights
the psychopathic hospital fills them with the fright
and then all the bridges for perfect suicide
line the streets, history of genocide


and if you see yourself running around this town
dont know where to find up or down
lose my mind and pick it up in the lost and found
jägermeister on the table, time for yet another round
wake up unconscious tomorrow and back to the lost and found


noone ever tries to go away
once your here, ****,and then you stay
the oldest industry booming across the river
dont go past the wooden gates, youll get the shiver

all these people that claim to do art
think their something, but not that smart
the only reason they afford to live
is a social system with too much to give

the people that think they are better
because their number one hobby is some **** numbers
might have their career with fancy suits
too much money, too many drugs, end up a fruit

and if you see yourself running around this town
dont know where to find up or down
lose my mind and pick it up in the lost and found
jägermeister on the table, time for yet another round
wake up unconscious tomorrow and back to the lost and found

and if i ever try to leave i know i cant
ill be nuts rapping some rant
about some town that doesnt even exist
ill be next on the psycho watch list!


and if you see yourself running around this town
dont know where to find up or down
lose my mind and pick it up in the lost and found
jägermeister on the table, time for yet another round
wake up unconscious tomorrow and back to the lost and found