It was me again sitting like a dumbo during the lunch hours surfing the net how to propose my love at first sight. She was gorgeous and the one I had dreamt of for years. She used to sit ten seats, rather 5 cubes from me and I used to peep every now and then to have a glimpse of her.

I shaved today and put the best deo I had and made up my mind to propose her; but alas again I found myself speechless in front of her.  She had come to my desk to ask her to accompany for lunch but, as usual I was dumb. She nodded her head again and left me back on the seat to figure out how to say a YES atleast.

I was searching through google and I nearly remembered all the links on the first five pages of it and what would be the matter I would get, but none told me how to gather guts to speak to her and tell her how deeply I loved her.  To my own unbelief I had once kept a love card at her desk when she was out for lunch; but picked it back up before she came back.

To me the fear was not that she would slap me, or I would be thrown out of the company. The fear which held me was what if she stopped talking to me too; the other that was much higher was what if she would get a bad name in the company. Being a fresher she and I had just joined the company four months back. We had been in the training together. She had noticed me since the same time; I would be normal with everyone but as soon she was somewhere in vicinity; I used to lose my voice.

May be she realized it what I felt for her but she waited for me to initiate. I still was in my thoughts when she came back and sat on her seat and pinged me on my office IM to come to her seat.