I don't know, it's like he's two people. I love one and hate the other. Perhaps I am like two people too! Something inside of me hates him and some part of me really loves him.

They say love is a crazy thing and it truly is. My husband sulks. Nothing worse. He gets these moods. You can talk to him and he does not respond. If he is unhappy about something, he will sulk. It's his way of trying to punish me. He does not communicate very much. That is our greatest problem. It almost seems as if he has a whole secret life going on without me. From the moment walk in the door, I relay everything that occurred. He never says a word. If you asked him to do something or to see someone, he will not report back. He will say nothing at all. I will have to drag it out of him.

I find living like this very unpleasant. That is precisely why I am about to end this marriage. Oh, it's been over for a long time. There is just no co-operation or communication. Despite trying every trick in the book, I have not been successful. Some people are the way they are, and will not change. I have invested 10 years. I think that is sufficient. I would rather move on to something that will give me greater pleasure. I will write a book!