My daddy drank all day and mommy did drugs. They never wanted to play or give kisses and hugs. Im 6 years old and ive never been to school. What did i do for my parents to be fools. Ill watch tv and sit there on the couch, while my mom fell asleep and daddy went out. I hate feeling unwanted and sad. Im all nasty and dirty they dont give me baths. Im filthy from my head to my toes, its been a year now and im still wearing the same clothes. When they argue i hold my ears and squint my eyes. Oh lord, why did you give me this life. Im living in this wide world of hatred and neglect. my mommy wouldnt feed me cause she always forgets. Water,water,water is all i drink. I sit and wonder if they ever think about me. So many tears ive cried when mommy got high. The love he would bring if daddy didnt drink. I want that love so bad that it makes me want to hurl. I know ill never be daddys little girl. Tonight things got alot worse. With every slap and every curse. This is a sight that id never thought id see. This time they took it out on me. This is the last night for me and my neglected life. mom and dad i forgive you, Im now with Jesus Christ