On thinking about what happened yesterday, I have little qualm. What must happen should happen. As any other art, keeping relationship is an art. But I failed in the art yesterday. One of my friends left me.

       It is when he left me, I began to feel the pain. You see when you lose a tooth your tounge feel the gap very often. Inadvertantly. Have your ever thought why your toungue do so? Its because loss is felt more deepily than the gain. It takes time to come to terms with loss. Because, to get accostomed with the absence of anything we must eraze our relationship with the thing we lost, in our memory. We must break the connection in our brain.It is a kind of unlearning. But you know, unlearning is a more difficult and painful task than learning.  Most of us make it possible by learning new or alternative things so that we may forget what we learned earlier. 

        I am also, in search of a means to come out of this trauma. I have chalked out strtegies to compensate with sense of loss and grief that overcome my equanimity of my mind 2 0r 3 times a day. As any curing process, it will take time. ...