Everything seems to come round full circle, like the liking of a woman, a cute one at that, and the fact that I've yet to ask her out, though I think she would prefer it if we were friends. All though I've not really understood the meaning of it all. Still there are some things to be desired... Oh well, I've got to get to work and I bought a bag of Mothers Cookies. Because of one reason only.

MOTHERS COOKIES ARE THE ****!

Freaking hell to the max... My bodies feeling like it's going to have a heart attack at the moment, probably cause of a nightmare I had a while back has happened again... Damn it all to hell in a hand basket, I'm freaking out here because, A) I don't want to get my **** kicked, I mean I would defend myself the best I could (fight for about ten minutes, make a judgement call then run like no ones business before getting the crap kicked out of me.) B) I'm heartbroken again, out of my own choice I guess. Mainly for my own safety out of the repeating nightmare. For some reason, I'm always  getting my self into situations where... Calm the hell down....

Just don't tell her then. Let it fade away into nothingness and forget about her. Or try anyways to see where things will go, no matter how incompatible the situation or the hearts, on some level everything will connect to one another. Never give in to the inner darkness with which our outer light strives to conquer every day. If we all do this we will always wind up running from that which we love the most, the vigor wich we all posses. I will fight on to live out this philosophy.