Dear God, I don't know if I really believe you exist. Maybe you did but you didn't prove your existence to me. Now I am about to be punished for my sin. Can you really hear me? or am I just wasting my time? I know I don't deserve to ask a favor from you but please take care of my family. They don't deserve to suffer because of me. As for myself, I killed a lot of innocent people, I deserve hell's eternal pyre, but still. . . Amen.