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chapter 1, part 4: I don’t love you...damn it I do love you  by demeonte
I don’t love you...damn it I do love you 

I hardly understand the way 
things have gone 
but theres a word for this 
I hope it takes all day long 
where I have bled for you 
in an underhanded move 
and until I am satisfied 
I’ll try to lie 
to myself 
to my heart 
lie to the world 
and finaly depart 
seeking refuge from the truth 

I don’t love you 
damn it 
I do love you after all 
I love you 
tIll the sun doesfall 
into the oceans and past these dreams 
I’ll love you 
forever it seems 

when I first saw your eyes 
connect with my mind 
did it feel the same way on your end 
where I first talked to you 
did it feel like I was glued 
tIll I wasnt sure 
of what was being said that day 

I don’t love you 
damn it I do 
whats the matter with me 
I have tried 
everything I could of 
I’ve tried hypnosis 
I’ve tried 
denail 
I’ve tried 
aa meeting 
I’ve tried literaly everything 

every time you walk by 
my heart pinches itself 
and I start to wonder why 
It’s like no ther feeling 
I’ve had 
It’s like nothing else 
but that’s when I feel bad 

I don’t love you 
damn it I do 
I love you 
against my will 
but that’s false 
I keep running into walls 
trying so hard to tell you 
I know this may seem strange 
in a way it kinda is 
but I’ve known so long 
that I’m the one for the quiz 

damn it 
I don’t love you anymore 
I don’t love you 
yes I do 
quit lying there like a bore 
I don’t love you 
damn it I do 
I love so 
my hearts pinching itself 
why the heartbreak forever more... 
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Date created: April 29, 2009
Date published: April 29, 2009
Comments: 0
Tags: caste, demeonte, emo, lyrics, poems, pop, rap, songs, soul, techno, wizard
Word Count: 549
Times Read: 436
Story Length: 5
Children Rank: 2.9/5.0 (3 votes)
Descendant Rank: 0.0/5.0 (7 votes)