walking along the sandy beach,she dug her toes deep into the cool wet sand ...dragging her feet along as she aimlessly moved forward as if gently pushed along by the crisp almost icy breeze,her long chestnut hair now quite damp by sea spray fanned out behind her in thick long ringlets of curls...she was trying hard not to think of what was foremost on her mind....but it was so damn hard when all she kept seeing in front of her was those soft brown eyes .eyes with thousands of golden sparkles,eyes that had looked at her with such ,such pure love.....she sighed,a deep sad sigh.

God,how she longed to feel his arms around her.she'd be safe...yes,she'd always felt so safe there...in his arms,nothing could touch her.... a small rippling wave wet her feet...she looked out towards the now darkening blue of the ocean and a sinking ,miserable feeling gripped her heart...she couldn't go back,she couldn't go back......she just couldn't..tears squeezed out of the corners of her eyes..she swallowed hard,what would she do.....what would she do now.....