Where do I begin,Funny that my story should start with the same words as one of my favourite romantic films of all time, love story, where the girls dies in the end and there you have it im dying, its not romantic its not sad its just life, ha or death as the case may be but as I sit here writing this and looking back at my life i think how did i get into this predictiment of an early demise, I can tell you how, by living. I have been there done that and wore the proverbial t shirt,And iv lived because im a fighter, 

my story starts 25 years ago, now im 50 but for the first 25 years of my life i didnt live the next 25 i lived its as simple as that. I was going to write about the first 25 years but dont think I can ITS too hard to think about, so