His eyes, there the first thing I think of when I see something green. I just love the way they sparkle when he smiles at me. Every moment I'm not with him I fill up with previouse memories of the last time when were together, I think of how soft his skin feels when rubbed agaisnt mine, how pure our love seems, even though our sex life is divine. He's on my mind 24/7, and it taunts me when I can't be with him, like holding a toy only inches out of the  of a child's reach, thats how it feels for me to not have him around. I survive of course, but only beacause I know that one day we will be together at last, and that day can't come soon enough. The times when he doesn't answer his phone, the moments when I stress the most, for instance as I write this it has been two days since I've heard from him, nerve racking for sure. Being in love you always think the worst has happend to them, but when it comes down  to it if the worst did truly happen it would take you forever to admit to it. So here I am writing to whoever will listen. Of course I will make it fun to read but this will be a factual based story, and by then end you will know all about my love life, and all the mishapps I have made along the way.