If I told you my darkest secret

Would you turn to me and stare?

Would you laugh, cry

Give me and evil glare?

Would you tell the world

Or wonder why?

Would you get me help

Or let out a sigh?

I’m so scared to let this secret out

Because it’s something so dark and cold.

If you know the way I used to be

You’d wish for the old me.

I want to stop so badly

But it’s hard when the hits keep coming.

This stupid thing

It’s what I’m becoming.

The tears no longer come

All I feel is pain.

So please, please

Don’t think I’m insane.

When I tell you my darkest secret

Please be the best friend you can.

Don’t worry or get flustered

I’m doing all I can.