It is rather staggering that no one, as far as I am able to discern, has ever mentioned the genesis behind their nickname. Usually it is connected with an event in one’s life. You like someone, you hate someone, you are a fan of someone. Still, there are some more bizzare stories to be told. Bizzare if you exist in your cosy little world, that is. Funny,many individuals will undoubtedly scream I am a mental patient with access to the Internet. I have no problems with that…some of the most intelligent people I have met in my life were, indeed, out of whack as seen by John Doe/Jane Doe. But nothing is out of whack if you understand a paradigm behind it. It is only someone else’s perspective that renders it ‘’out of whack.’’ People are strange to me. They sit around a table and keep discussing ‘’issues’’ as if they had any bearing on an outcome. They could have…but it is better to sit around, talking about ‘’living behind the veil’’ than doing something about it. Not many of you have seen ‘’Brndon Corey Story.’’ This is exactly what happens when one gets too involved in something clandestine. I do not mean reptilians , not necessairly…anything clandestine really. The world is just too much , too complex, to make sense of it. Constant situations, constant analyses lead most people to paralyses – i.e. robotic existence even though they do not want to. I mean, what else is there, right ? The truth to be told, I am not sure. But as long as it is not verified, the veil stays.
I have been invited by an organization dealing with the unexplained to accompany them on a mission to verify claims that person A is a ‘’contactee.’’ I translate certain stuff from English here and there, so someone has thought of it as a ‘’gesture of gratitude.’’ Well. Amazing really. Beings keep visiting him every night, he says. And he has agreed to constant surveillance so the truth can be exposed.
This is , or so it says, a ‘’non-profit’’ organization. People devote their own resoures. When I have entered the world of – which, in itself, is fringe, I have realized that there is an internal fight within the fringes as well. It is no longer about whether UFO’s are real or not. It is about getting to witnesses first ; spamming each other’s forums with garbage ; debunking case A gavel to gavel. Layers within layers…sometimes I am told subjects I choose to be translated from English are too ‘’convoluted.’’ I tend to agree..not many people will grasp it…and then it is all about L1 – L2 transition. You know the word but put it in order…your mind needs to operate fast .
Anyhow, we enter the guy’s flat…or,er, apartment if you will. They install the surveillance stuff, I just watch. The night approaches. The man is asleep and then bang. Everything goes out. No power whatsoever. We rush to the ‘’scene’’ and we see two entities. I feel nothing. No fear, nothing…one of us actually approaches the gray-like entity and checks if this is not a mask (sic!?). We have always been open to the idea of extraterrestrial/interdimensional visitors…and we would have to be lying by saying this is ‘’bizzare.’’ My mind has never been conditioned enough …. I have never been ‘’properly medicated’’ and ‘’politically adjustated(sic!).’’I do think that one’s mind can become a powerful screening mechanism that edits out what we see – individually and collectively. This experience has been so amazing…and yet I know no one is going to believe me. I do not care. Facts cannot be altered. As this all has been happening, all of this at once, my mind has been approaching meltdown…I asked, in Polish
‘’Jak masz na imie, czy w ogole masz cos takiego jak imie ?’’
No language involved. Just images in our heads.No grandiose messages.Just ‘’Unknown Entity.’’ Yes . This is what I have seen in my mind. Two words. I am both fascinated and afraid. Does it border on paranoid schizophrenia…what if…just what if…mental disorders were invented to dismiss certain problems as insane…people might be perceived as insane, but are they ? Or do they simple see more than our consensual selves and we cannot comprehend it…so we lock them up because they can no longer operate wthin our constrained milieu ? So, on the one hand, they need help as they cannot survive in what we have boldly dubbed ‘’the real world.’’ Is mental illness really a dissonance where one’s mind operates in a different reality than the body ?
‘’When you stare into the abyss, the abyss stares back at you.’’
Amen, Nietzsche. Amen.
