I sat quietly alone, tears streaming down my face.

You just hurt me more then you'll ever know.

I feel disgraced.

Broken.

Empty.

Hated.

Faded.

Lonely.

Half alive.

Should I take my own life?

Sometimes the dark thoughts in my head seem brighter.

Somedays the night is my only comfort.

Sometimes being outside is the safest shelter.

I am cying.

You screamed at me again, 

go ahead and hate me for hating you.

I wish that you'd just leave me alone.

You're all I have.

Hurting.

Burning.

Cutting.

Biting.

Screaming, screaming, screaming.

Should I take my own life?

Sometimes the dark thoughts in my head seem brighter.

Somedays the night is my only comfort.

Sometimes being outside is the safest shelter.

I am cying.

You never thought I'd take this knife.

You never knew I'd go this far.

You probably didn't know all these pills weren't for my headache.

You should've been more careful dealing with my heart babe.

Now you'll watch me try once again.

Could I really take my own life?

Sometimes the dark thoughts in my head seem brighter.

Somedays the night is my only comfort.

Sometimes being outside is the safest shelter.

I am cying... because I'm too scared to die at my own hand.

I'm so pathetic.

Pathetically in love with you.

I'm such a fool.