i read this chapter and it brings me tears if only my guy would show me the heart that you show? its seems like you love this girl you speek of... i saw this guy once when we first dated.. ( he hates that word) but know all we do is bicker at each other... somethings im scared to even move cause it might start a fight..so i keep my emotions to myself,but not having anyone to talk to it makes it harder because the questions is... how long can i keep my composer before i explode?!?!?!