Everday waking up just so confused feeling lost from all the abuse.

I want to live once again without all this mess it is getting me depressed.

I am not the same soul i used to be all these feelings are posseing me.

Drowning my self in tears is controlling my life like a used up manican doll.

The way I've become doesn't feel right,feeling so exausted with myself.

All i have beside me is my shadow. I am loosing my faith why can't i be as a dove and fly away.

I want to have angelwings to bring back some peace.

everynight i close my eyes full of tears not letting a single soul know how i truely feel.

pretending that it is all ok i live my life content.

waiting day by day the same old ways living in destruction like everyother day waiting for that one special day to fly away.