I look back
At the mess I made
My one chance has passed
Like a new years parade
Well now my life's in a wreck
So why not risk it and inquire
If you'd like to meet for dinner
I must give in to the desire
Oh, now I must cry,
for you didn't show
I thought I knew you
I didn't want to see you go...
You smashed the last piece
Of my heart that remained
And you left me to wonder why you ran
You left that unexplained
So I blast on my music
I need to scream and cry
But it doesn't make me happy
I just heave a sigh
What can I do
To feel more alive
I can't keep living like this
I need inspiration, I need drive
You and my fantasies
That's all I had
Now both are eradicated
Oh, isn't my life just sad?
Well then my song comes on
my mood diminishes soon
My fantasy lives
It fell and returned simply like the moon
I just don't really need you,
someone's out there for me
My life will prevail
some day you will see!


