-MArliyn Manroe

Mysery, Misery.always dark only useful when its nice.farwell fairweather,hello rain,mr.misery.they call it,mr life mr death.falling slow and silent thought airless space.seems they face the sky in defience,of the blood soaked battle ground freeways.tommomrow is wasted,today is the beggining, the beginning to change.I seek and I found here I am there are you.all relevent now for all i do is laugh and cry, so little to do about it now, to love and set free.i met a man who told me he knew everything. walk with him and listen well, see that he know the future, and all in you head, drinks and smokes and tells everyone give up on hope.for all your happiness has now, delenda. see the seigniory ,everywhere.faces in the clouds.in this bliss i wish what how it seems to be. He's my alter ego. once a person told me it hurt to love you and i comprehnd,for i was sent here by a man to feel pain misery ,to be unloved and be plain. for he has seen the road ahead he has seen around the bend he says it dosent look very good.headstone for where my shadow once stood.i reverence that most dont know outside this man made box never feel and touch anything real in thier life's,maybe real in their life's but not in realtiy,reality is what you make it.but like on the sceen a bigmokery of what life is.sittin, wasted, a third of your life wasted on loving the unlovable,i waited on the road of life for a chance a offering a ride for something better.the path of least resistance which became complete restiance.this is kind of exciting,i feel isolated.i feel no need for another.i feel the outside world is only irriatation.childhood where the world seems open arms,you and all,only to be strange and diffrent and unwiling to bend.i wished i could feel like before though, i lived in a lie.i hope you ll rise and suceed to your hopes, but i know you will sacfice ,endure.i built walls for defense only to be destroyed from the inside

God made man perfect. but to the modern man.

Man was not bullet proof.

should we stay or should we go

fly away, never come back

to find no one

give us coffe to drink,drink,drink

go faster and faster and dont you think

and all i do is work,sleep,****.

doesent really sound like love

Time can go so fast so slow,seems the important times of your life, go bye, so fast you can barley hold on to memories the feeling.Before time takes it toll and that memory is visible yet so distant,as it were not you.but a distance vision and clarity in which you can only surrond youself with the idea's ,a short dance of rembrence. our life is only a drop on the articals of time,Our present day history may never continue.And if some fool does write it.it will be the bigest imprudent imitation of truth and times ,cause this generation is lost.lost to the bedevil of time.Our minds warped and our views emulated to the dream of the modern man.I know the good times never really last,Like mother marry virgin you are liven in the past,present may change.scintillate into the night. History thats the way it goes.Lots of people die, lots of people go.as global itself.look at theheart and go into clearly.I feel as i in a plane going down, all the swine squeling.I just want a moment of silence,beforewe all die. instead of screaming like druken bastards.I think it is time for a modern revoultion.The robin hood theroy.I saythink it reasonable, undestandable,fair."Make the Rich, Poor." Democracy's as dead as technology."Time Is very Limited.and it's easy to waste.look how far we fell from the tree of knowledge.onto the ground of confusion and change when you believe you never will.For i know small energy, in great force can effect great matter.Seem i grew up in a time of not my own.Fori have felt the saturation throught the years,have you heard multiplcation's in your ears.god is graceous when your old.when your young all is well,grow up,all is hell,get old,all seems swell."to spend our lifes on paper that is given worth, seems helpless and degrading. "prescribe,sanity for the insane,insanity for the sane" sanity,sanity.

I guess it must take a long time to get there,Press it every morning when the alarm goes off,Every time i say a praier before i go to bed.Why would i want to be another rat in the race, what race?race to early lifes.race to divorce,race to diabetes,race to the destuction of america,Race to global empire,race to coruption.Race to stupidity and enslavement.race to child payment.race to cancer.race to facism,race to cheap labor,race to **** it all up?mankind and eve,For I Know I am Not Free,tho the chains on my wrist are invisible.NO more hiding in your mask's,no more racing like rats.there they are there.avertisment of sex,food,laughter. the goverment does.poor, but in the eyes of jesus.Became exactly what we fleed from, what is on the otherside?that intrest's me. to walk the fine line is hard,when you spent your whole life at the bar.So much cooler in life riding hand in hand with the devil.Well it is time that i must go.Farwell and again, when it all turn's off, I'll be nowhere to be found.Rember im the cheapest glass of wine.your fine whiskey. Don't worry this was cursed long before our time.I know life will never be fully explained And I know my heart my never change, and i dont wish for what i dont have.Though i deserved alot.When in the world of real, won't always know what to think and what to feel.Is it time to fold.Do know where im gonna go,do know if ill shine or fold, It all came to me,"I was driving my car one night,car was drunk and i was high,Lord i feel like a cigrette,Lit to burn, but not to live".

"I cant wait til i get Home,pave ourself a brand new road.Lights turn on and it goes dark,warm inhere and cold outside.People all look sad out there,Slowly they all rushing home"