I sat on the porch steps waiting for Drake to come pick me up. I probably could have sat in the house but there was no way I was going back in there. Not ever.
I sighed sullenly. I could not beleive this was happpening to me. Me. What have I ever done to deserve this type of punishment? Was I ever that bad of a kid? I sighed again. I guess I would just have to live with it. I was getting married.......OH god no.....I am fourteen years old and I am getting married.
Calm Down. A voice in my head said.
Who are you? Great..Now I am having a conversation with myself in my mind.
I'm your conscience,now do as I say and calm down!
Umm...excuse me conscience..yeah.....Are you getting married at flipping fourteen years old?
Actually I am.
Shut up.
No
Yes
No,now stop arguimg with me and listen to some music.
Why?
To calm you down..Your still nervous.
Oh right.
I sighed. Then I pulled out my ipod and put in my earphones and let the playlist run through randomly.
Suddenly my favorite song started playing......
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And they tell me to breathe easy for a while The breathing gets harder, even I know that You made room for me, but it's too soon to see If I'm happy in your hands I'm unusually hard to hold on to Blank stares at blank pages No easy way to say this You mean well, but you make this hard on me I'm not gonna write you a love song 'Cause you asked for it 'Cause you need one, you see I'm not gonna write you a love song 'Cause you tell me it's make or breaking this If you're on your way I'm not gonna write you to stay If all you have is leaving I'mma need a better reason to write you a love song today Today I started singing along with the lyrics, completely unaware of what I was doing. I learned the hard way That they all say things you want to hear My heavy heart sinks deep down under you And your twisted words, your help just hurts You are not what I thought you were Hello to high and dry Convinced me to please you Made me think that I need this too I'm trying to let you hear me as I am I'm not gonna write you a love song 'Cause you asked for it 'Cause you need one, you see I'm not gonna write you a love song 'Cause you tell me it's make or breaking this If you're on your way, I'm not gonna write you to stay If all you have is leaving I'mma need a better reason to write you a love song today Promise me you'll leave the light on To help me see with daylight, my guide, gone 'Cause I believe there's a way you can love me because I say I kept singing trying to drown out the life I knew was coming for me.I started to clap. I won't write you a love song 'Cause you asked for it 'Cause you need one, you see I'm not gonna write you a love song 'Cause you tell me it's make or breaking this Is that why you wanted a love song 'Cause you asked for it? 'Cause you need one, you see I'm not gonna write you a love song 'Cause you tell me it's make or breaking this If you're on your way I'm not gonna write you to stay If your heart is nowhere in it I don't want it for a minute Babe, I'll walk the seven seas when I believe that there's a reason to Write you a love song today Today I stopped singing and stood up. Maybe I didnt want to be married but there was nothing I could do about it. I sighed and to my surprise as I took out my earphones I heard clapping.
Head under water
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I looked up and met the eyes of two men.
One was older, with slightly greyed hair, with bright blue eyes. He looked like he was the type of dad to take his sons out for boat rides and to throw a baseball around.
And the other well................................................
Wow He was Hotttt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! He was about eighteen years old with gold eyes that captivated me at first moment. He looked like he could be Zeus's son or something. I think my mouth actually dropped a little when I saw him.
That would explain the smirk. Or was it a grimace?
Stop looking at him.
Oh,right.
I forced myself to look towards the older man as my "mom",damiens girlfriend, came out of the house to greet the two men(who right now I am assuming are Drake and his father).
"Welcome!" She said in this fake happy voice that made me want to gag openly. " Drake and Mr.McDavis it is so good to see you again!"
Again? When had she seen him before.
The man who I take to be Mr.McDavis (drakes dad) looked at my confusion with an amused smile.
"Your mother and I were old friends in high school.She never told you that?"
I opened my mouth to speak but my om cut me off.
"Of course I did.... Raven just forgets things so easily. Right honey?"
She laughed and touched my arm in a gentle, threating manner. I nodded and looked down trying not to meet the eyes of anyone, but I kept looking up at Drake's face trying to figure out the crazy,familiar, attraction I felt towards him. Then he looked at me.
Whoa.............
I do not know what I was expecting but it was not that! I mean...wow!
When he looked at me his eyes ,though still gorgeous, were cold and emotionless. He glared at me liked I was his own personal problem.
Well I see where he could get that idea...I mean I am fourteen years old and marrying him.
But I did not sign up for this! I did not go to my other and say, "Hey mom I want to get married!"
So he is he to act like I am some kind of diesease!
I looked up too him pulling off my usual fake happy facade and let him see how angry and upset I was. WhenI did he seemed shocked for a moment but then he put back on his cold face.
Well, Two can play that game.
We were introduced and then we drove to the airport. Then we boarded the plane to head for.........................WAIT...........WHERE ARE WE GOING!
'No more love songs chap 3' statistics: (click to read)
